It's been a while, ya'll. I am here, reading blogs! I just haven't posted. However, things have improved somewhat in my li!fe.
After all the anxiety built up, I called my family doctor. He listened to me, and referred me for some counseling. I have had a few sessions now - and they are extremely helpful. I really do feel better once I have chatted with her. Anxiety is a b!tch, I can tell you that much.
My family drama seems to be cooled down - my sisters maintain a shaky truce BUT I think my youngest sister having a baby has hopefully helped things ease off. I did advise my older sister to seek therapy, but it takes time, you know? But she definitely needs it (hey, we all do!) Work rolls along, it has been stressful but I am trying to cope. It sucks at times though.
In other news - I have the chance of possibly owning a place and having rental income? But I am so scared to do it, however my uncle really wants the place to stay in the family so I will be seeing if I am eligible for a mortgage :/ I cannot really afford to rent per se but if my uncle is ok with it, maybe I can pursue that option too, you know?
